random sadness.

Its 1.30am now, and I feel the sudden surge of sadness.
I cannot imagine being in HK in another 2 months time, all alone with no close friends, and no mommy and daddy and brothers.
I cannot imagine how much will I miss them.
I am so not ready, and I know its still early to feel that way.
But I still do.
Why do we have to grow up?

Till then.